Ein Gedicht: „Forever to pretend“

Come on life,
come closer now
and hit me harder.
I promise you,
that I won’t get smarter.

Not now,
not in any or somehow.
I’ve lost something
and I don’t want to bring.
To bring this phase to an end.
I want to forever.
Forever to pretend.

The night is young
and I want to be in,
I’m well aware to be a sinner
without a sin.

Let’s go back to where it once started.
I’m all alone not able to be parted.
It’s not a crisis,
but otherwise it is,
something no one would ever miss.

So tell me now where I belong,
Show me then where we went wrong.
Where’s the road,
it could be me,
There’s a light,
that you may see.

Come on life,
come closer now
and hit me harder.
I promise you,
that I won’t get smarter.

Come on life,
come closer now
and hit me harder.
I promise you,
that I won’t get smarter.

So tell me now where I belong,
Show me then where we went wrong.
Where’s the road,
it could be me,
There’s a light,
that you may see.

 

© Nicole Inez

 

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Ein Gedicht: „Drunken stranger of mind“

Take me by your hand, stranger of mind.
I’m willing to take off my mind.
Of my mind, take me with you.
Take me down to your ground,
where those hearts beating without a sound.

Take away my sorrow, you bastard of another kind.
Off another kind.
You know that truth is hard to swallow,
but empty flows are not the ones I want to follow.
Emptiness is just one thought away.
Losing pictures in my head,
they don’t want to stay.
With us in this moment.
There’s lifeless action without a comment.

Tell me why, why, why.
We all seek to try, try, try.
cheated living a lie, lie, lie.
Tell me why, there is no deny.

Let’s drink these expectations away,
Dark as the night this sold love could stay.
Let’s throw these standards high low,
I’m staying, while heart says no.

Pretend, that one day it will end,
when we begin to fill life with it.
Well known answers keeping up the show.
I’m holding on to hope, but fear don’t know.

Tell me why, why, why.
We all seek to try, try, try.
cheated living a lie, lie, lie.
Tell me why, there is no deny.

One more night to forget what it was.
Another day to stop asking for past’s because.
As the years passed by,
sea’s an empty lake without anymore why.

Let’s drink and sin,
Let’s sink and swim.
Can’t swallow more of what it was,
Heart’s just seeking for another dose.

Old man at the bridge.
There’s a lady,
acting like a witch.
She’s stuck in a moment,
and so are you.
Don’t act like it should be.
She know because
and that’s not you.

Old lady by the sea,
tell me now,
what’s wrong with me?
He’s craving for luck,
in the damage.
We are looking,
but cant’t give a f**k.

Let’s drink and sin,
Let’s sink and swim.
Can’t swallow more of what it was,
Heart’s just seeking for another dose.

Let’s drink and sin,
Let’s sink and swim.
Can’t swallow more of what it was,
Heart’s just seeking for another dose.

 

Copyright Nicole Inez

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Don’t expect to expect me anything more

Like a pair of worn out shoes,
like winter hymnes in passion summer blues.
Like it’s used to be,
like pleasing a fucked up brain,
with selling myself to me.

There’s a heart still beating
in memory’s brain.
There’s a strange kind of reality,
by loving you being insane.

Time’s still our company,
but taste of the other ones,
breaks this rosted mind free.
Bodies are more than chemistry.
Bodies are more than chemistry.

So don’t expect to expect me anything more.
Because from now on,
I’m flow’s daily whore.

Like a bird with broken wings,
like playing a piano on guitar strings.
Like it’s used to be,
like breaking the rules,
with not entering the game for me.

There’s a bell still ringing
in pasttime’s remain.
There’s a strange kind of closeness,
by not knowing you by name.

Time’s still our company,
but taste of the other ones,
breaks this rosted mind free.
Bodies are more than chemistry.
Bodies are more than chemistry.

So don’t expect to expect me anything more.
Because from now on,
I’m flow’s daily whore.

Like daily paper without news,
like believing in unicorns without clues.
Like it’s used to be,
like missing a leaving train,
with fighting myself into the main.

There’s a song still singing
in echo’s sound.
There’s a strange kind of healing,
by feeling again this childhood wound.

Time’s still our company,
but taste of the other ones,
breaks this rosted mind free.
Bodies are more than chemistry.
Bodies are more than chemistry.

So don’t expect to expect me anything more.
Because from now on,
I’m flow’s daily whore.

© Nicole Inez

 

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Ein Gedicht: „Let me drown you“

So here we are,
but we never were.
Addiction is not just a fiction
if it’s real.
But did you ever feel?
That almost everything is coming
out of nothing.
And nothing could be everything,
if you imagine dreams could be real?

So let me drown you.
Just let me drown you in the past.
Because fire isn’t burning,
if there is no flame
and bridges were not built
by staying the same.

So here I am,
but you never were.
Heartbreak is not just a feeling
if it’s real.
But did you ever feel?
That no hero was ever born
out of fear.
And fear is more than a thing to see,
if all the hope is no longer here.

So let me drown you.
Just let me drown you in the past.
Because fire isn’t burning,
if there is no flame
and bridges were not built
by staying the same.

So here you are,
but I never was.
Home is not just a place
because eyes are real.
But did you ever feel?
That nothing happens at all,
because the life we are in,
is way too tall.

Gleis

©Nicole Inez