„Never leave yourself for someone else“

No, I’m not an option after her.
I’m not a view between stop and stare.
Maybe when the night calls,
I’m lonely,
but I am the one and only.
The one and only one of me.
The one and only who can be.

And yes it hurts you see –
that you want me to be
another kind of myself,
another kind of me.

No, I can’t offer you all of me,
cause I am a full grown person,
can’t you see?
Maybe when the day rises,
I’m scared,
but it’s the call of my inner guide,
all that I’ve ever heard.

And yes it hurts you see –
that you want me to be
another kind of myself,
another kind of me.

So take all of your manipulation,
put it into her ocean of frustration.
There’s the place to be.
There’s the place no soul to see.
There’s the hunting for being free.
There never was
and there’s never going to be
your me!

-Nicole Inez

 

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„Lass los, was dich nicht mehr halten kann“

Schau weg von dem, was dir nicht mehr gefällt.
Befreie dich von fremder Last in deiner Welt.
Hinterfrage, woran du nicht mehr glaubst.
Befreie dich von dem, womit du dir nachts die Sinne raubst.

Lass bleiben, was nicht dir gehört.
Befreie dich davon, was dich innerlich zerstört.
Lass los, was dich nicht mehr halten kann.
Befreie dich von fremdem Wahn.

Halt nicht mehr dagegen, wenn dir was widerstrebt.
Befreie dich von dem, was dich nicht mehr belebt.
Lass fallen, was dich nicht mehr trägt.
Befreie dich von allem, was nichts mehr in dir erregt.

Akzeptiere, was ist.
Lass brennen, was dich innerlich zerfrisst.
Lass los für dein neues Morgen.
Lass los von gestern.
Lass ihnen selbst ihre Sorgen.
Lass los, was dich niemals lieben kann.
Lass los, besser dann als wann.

-Nicole Inez

 

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Ein Gedicht: „Forever to pretend“

Come on life,
come closer now
and hit me harder.
I promise you,
that I won’t get smarter.

Not now,
not in any or somehow.
I’ve lost something
and I don’t want to bring.
To bring this phase to an end.
I want to forever.
Forever to pretend.

The night is young
and I want to be in,
I’m well aware to be a sinner
without a sin.

Let’s go back to where it once started.
I’m all alone not able to be parted.
It’s not a crisis,
but otherwise it is,
something no one would ever miss.

So tell me now where I belong,
Show me then where we went wrong.
Where’s the road,
it could be me,
There’s a light,
that you may see.

Come on life,
come closer now
and hit me harder.
I promise you,
that I won’t get smarter.

Come on life,
come closer now
and hit me harder.
I promise you,
that I won’t get smarter.

So tell me now where I belong,
Show me then where we went wrong.
Where’s the road,
it could be me,
There’s a light,
that you may see.

 

© Nicole Inez

 

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Ein Gedicht: „Drunken stranger of mind“

Take me by your hand, stranger of mind.
I’m willing to take off my mind.
Of my mind, take me with you.
Take me down to your ground,
where those hearts beating without a sound.

Take away my sorrow, you bastard of another kind.
Off another kind.
You know that truth is hard to swallow,
but empty flows are not the ones I want to follow.
Emptiness is just one thought away.
Losing pictures in my head,
they don’t want to stay.
With us in this moment.
There’s lifeless action without a comment.

Tell me why, why, why.
We all seek to try, try, try.
cheated living a lie, lie, lie.
Tell me why, there is no deny.

Let’s drink these expectations away,
Dark as the night this sold love could stay.
Let’s throw these standards high low,
I’m staying, while heart says no.

Pretend, that one day it will end,
when we begin to fill life with it.
Well known answers keeping up the show.
I’m holding on to hope, but fear don’t know.

Tell me why, why, why.
We all seek to try, try, try.
cheated living a lie, lie, lie.
Tell me why, there is no deny.

One more night to forget what it was.
Another day to stop asking for past’s because.
As the years passed by,
sea’s an empty lake without anymore why.

Let’s drink and sin,
Let’s sink and swim.
Can’t swallow more of what it was,
Heart’s just seeking for another dose.

Old man at the bridge.
There’s a lady,
acting like a witch.
She’s stuck in a moment,
and so are you.
Don’t act like it should be.
She know because
and that’s not you.

Old lady by the sea,
tell me now,
what’s wrong with me?
He’s craving for luck,
in the damage.
We are looking,
but cant’t give a f**k.

Let’s drink and sin,
Let’s sink and swim.
Can’t swallow more of what it was,
Heart’s just seeking for another dose.

Let’s drink and sin,
Let’s sink and swim.
Can’t swallow more of what it was,
Heart’s just seeking for another dose.

 

Copyright Nicole Inez

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Ein Gedicht: „Besides in between“

While you sit.
Here i have to.
Have to admit.
Can you hear?
Hear it.
This question.
Is this all?
Is it me?
Is this.
Is this what’s life.
What’s life ment to be.
Is it in my blood?
Is it in my passion?
Or just another fucked up session.
Session.
Well worn fashion.
Never left behind?
Is it colored,
or is it blind?
What is it in the morning.
Kind of healing,
or just another warning?
Warn me for spending.
Spending a day with
the wrong wrong way.
Is the world a stage?
Or are we just another
slave to the wage?
What is this in beetween,
forever hunted,
but never seen.

©Nicole Inezasking.